Time for another journal...*winks*

Summer's over...waaaaah!

Mood: In Deep Thought.....

I'm actually at school...for a day. Registration and such.
I'll be back on friday...and then for the following weeks.......*smiles^_^*

*free internet all day...yikes! [messengers all the time]*
*seeing old friends again...and making some potential new ones...heh!*
*m0ney...yay m0ney!*
*coursework to be done...0h n0es!*


All the things to keep a guy busy. I must admit this summer has been somewhat...interesting. Not like the ordinary summer Im used to.

*I got a summer job and made some fast cash...* - maybe that's kinda routine.
*I confessed to my friend of 2 or so months that i liked her...alot...!!!*
*Had my thoughts concentrated on getting to know her even more [did i mention we're 6hrs away?]*
*We had loads of fun...xcept for the part where her teddy got in the way...*

Yeah, summer has been gr8. But the sad part is the 6hrs away issue. You see, Im not the one for long distance relationships...she felt the same way. We just had this...connection like no other.

And yet, I know that somewehre, deep down in my head, the truth is pounding...*the only way u can have her is if The Lord says so*...yes I'm Christian...sue me.
If only things were different then maybe, just maybe we can be happy together...

*but I can't see that now*
**would you like to see it?**
*sure, of course...but...*
**but..what?*
*reality gets in my way.*

I guess the healthy thing to do is to remain friends. It hurts...it really does, but for our sake I think its the best decision I can make.

*I FEEL A TEAR COMING*

I guess thats all I have to say. l8r dayz.
*Im gonna go think some more*...*sighs*